what a stupid, messed up party. if ever there was a party to never emulate, this party would be it. i'm absolutely exhausted... going to bed. the party is dying out upstairs. it was dead to begin with. everybody seems to think erik is the one to blame for all things wrong with and at this party, which is mostly true, but i just think it's all funny... i'm so tired. i need to sleep. goodnight.
tomorrow i build my new computer. maybe i'll have a dream tonight and think up a good name for it.