so many things are pissing me off: where my phone? lost it again. probably in my car somewhere. oh, my car--- fucking scratch, dirty as hell (from parking under the tree that drops apples and drips sap), smells like mildew and coffee inside from spilling coffee last week... needs to be washed inside and out. livejournal -- so slow, bitch to work on because it's so slow. no time to work on it because of school. my room's a mess ... bed's unmade from blythe puking all over it still. i don't even want to make it again because the sheets never fit anyway. the mattress is extra large or something, so my hand-me-down standard-sized sheets don't work. i need new bedding. fuck that... don't feel like spending money. spent money on my computer parts and i fucked that up too: while investigating what part was making the high pitch whistling noises that drove me insane so much I found it was my 15gb harddrive, which sucks because there's really no way to "fix" it... i wish it was the processor fan or something cheap. but then, i spun around on my plastic rolley computer mat to grab that damn thing to see if that'd shut it up (by applying pressur), I grabbed without thinking the bottom of my 60gb harddrive and shocked the hell out of it... now it makes weird thunking noises and locks up the operating system when I try to use it. oh, and guess where I backed up my entire linux harddrive when I reformatted it the other day? yup. so now a shitload of my data is potentially gone. i said fuck it and ignored the problem yesterday to study for physics, but we know how fucking well that went. GRRRrrrrrrrrrrr.