Perhaps hate is too strong of a word. Most of the people I "hate" are really just people that piss me off and are really annoying to have to deal with.
In any case, I'm getting really annoyed lately. And worst, I take it out on the people that actually don't annoy me. If I knew it'd make a difference I'd confont the people that are annoying me, but it won't change anything ... all it will do is introduce conflict.
Fuck it. Can't win.
My dirty-ass house is one of the things annoying me, but that isn't even the result of one person ... it's 5 or 6 really sloppy, disrespectful people. However, I don't want to leave my house because I'm sick of paying for food and movies (and nobody usually has better plans) and I feel like I should be getting stuff done when I'm not home. But when I stay home I just get frustrated with noise and people and email.
I want my own house and/or I need to get out and do interesting things with interesting people.
Grrrr.
