It's becoming increasingly obvious how much I'm spreading myself out. I'm trying to be a programmer, business-runner-person, sysadmin, and DBA. I need to focus on one thing and be good at it. Database stuff is just pure stressful ... Sysadmin stuff is boring (so repetitive... not challenging). Business is nice in some ways (money) but it makes me sick how cheesy can corny everything is. Plus all the stupid forms, lawyers, accountants, taxes... bleh.
I just want to be a programmer.... and a good one.