|She/her/she (was: Misc)
||[Nov. 18th, 2001|06:23 pm]
I think "Misc" is the best subject ever. It's so unrestrictive. I can say whatever I want now and I'm not getting off-topic.|
So let's do it!
I went to Safeway to get food. On the way out the door, Chuck mentioned he has a date tonight. Yay for Chuck. I want a date. I suppose a prereq for getting a date is talking with girls, but whenever I meet a girl I think is interesting, I think 20 steps ahead about why it wouldn't work anyway, without ever getting to know her. And then there are the girls I just want to meet (without intentions of a relationship) because they seem cool, but I'm afraid of talking to them too much because they'd suspect I was hitting on them. Befriending guys is so much easier because there's no confusion about intentions. Ya know, screw this... I've talked about this all before.
I refrain from discussing girls in my journal because all but one of the girls I'd write about read LJ and would know I'm talking about them. But maybe if I only talked about them all together, and addressed them all only as "She" and "her", without suggesting which was which, and switching between them at random?
I could say things like: She's cool, but we're not compatible. We'd be good friends, though. I thought she was cool, but then I learned more about her. She's cool and we're totally compatible but lives in the wrong state. Besides, she has a boyfriend. But her boyfriend is wrong for her and she knows it, but she stays with him, so I don't know something. Why does she hit on me so often? Then there's her friend, who I've known forever, but that'd be weird (though nice). Could've happened before, or with her friend. I don't want that anyway, because I really want a long relationship with her. She's interesting, but I think she's smarter and more cultured than me. I'd feel intimidated. I'd ask her to go do something, but I think he likes her, and I don't know how I like her, or if I do. She's intriguing, but too different, too much of a pothead? I should meet her. We talk a lot.
How many different people am I talking about? It doesn't matter. Hell, I lost count while writing that. 8? So many interesting people, in any case.
Clarification update: I'm not saying I'd like to date all these people. I'd like to know them. There is only one I'd like to date, though I know there are tons of potential problems with it, and one I could see myself dating, if I knew her more.
I'm going to see Monsters Inc. with Chuck and April before Chuck goes on his date. We're leaving in about 10 minutes.
I have a linguistics test tomorrow, but I'll study later or something. Like I give a damn about my grade in there, or anywhere.
I'm thinking more and more of going to Germany in the spring. I had a dream that she told me I was too stupid and wouldn't survive there. Heh. We'll see how things work out with her and what I end up doing.
 Subject was "Misc", but I changed it after I found a better subject.
 I'd go find the old post but LJ sucks and doesn't let you search and I have no local copy of my journal to search because LJ sucks and nobody's finished a good syncitems backup client.
 See she/her paragraph.