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I wish I knew words to adequately describe my boredom, apathy, and disappointment in everything lately.
I was telling Calliste today: I'll won't ever really learn German. I'll talk about how it'd be neat but I won't do it because I don't read or talk enough. People that speak multiple languages read all the time. I read .. um, never. (mostly because I don't know what to read ... loan me books!)
As an experiment, I watched something like 4 hours of TV today straight. (since I hooked up my TV, I can do this now) I thought the change might be healthy. It wasn't. The unproductivity felt just like I thought it would. The commercials made me sick. I forgot how much I hated businesses and advertising in general. Basic strategy: treat everybody like they're dumb as fuck and you're dumb as fuck. Everybody wants to own every commoditized low-quality piece of shit. I love this society. *sigh*
There were a dozen things I could've done but didn't do a one. No homework. No shopping. No bills. No laundry. No studying. No work.
I'm going to go back to the never-ending adventure that is cleaning my room. The only thing that makes me happy lately is throwing shit away. Whatever that means.
I was telling Calliste today: I'll won't ever really learn German. I'll talk about how it'd be neat but I won't do it because I don't read or talk enough. People that speak multiple languages read all the time. I read .. um, never. (mostly because I don't know what to read ... loan me books!)
As an experiment, I watched something like 4 hours of TV today straight. (since I hooked up my TV, I can do this now) I thought the change might be healthy. It wasn't. The unproductivity felt just like I thought it would. The commercials made me sick. I forgot how much I hated businesses and advertising in general. Basic strategy: treat everybody like they're dumb as fuck and you're dumb as fuck. Everybody wants to own every commoditized low-quality piece of shit. I love this society. *sigh*
There were a dozen things I could've done but didn't do a one. No homework. No shopping. No bills. No laundry. No studying. No work.
I'm going to go back to the never-ending adventure that is cleaning my room. The only thing that makes me happy lately is throwing shit away. Whatever that means.