no motivation to stay up.
going to bed, with many projects left incomplete.
my fingers have been so cold all day. can't type fast.
our house mailing list is busy today, everybody bitching about the 3-4 people that can't clean up after themselves. funny stuff.
blythe wants to go to dinner and bowling, but i'm irritated at her because she's irritated at me .... not sure why either of us got irritated in the first place. she's sick and tired and I'm hungry and tired and neither of us knew where kenji and amy were ... i think that kinda started it.
i made a sandwich and feel like taking a nap now.
i think my parents are coming to visit me this weekend, but I don't know when ... tonight? i can't get ahold of them. fucked up. why do people have cellphones if they don't keep them on them all the time and answer them?
so many things i want to get done, but whenever I do get something done, I feel like there's just more stuff I still need to get done.
i'm too tired lately to work effectively.
i go through phases where i'm tired for a week or two, then really awake for a week or two. i'm extremely tired now... maybe i'm at the low point of the cycle ... it can only get better from here?
blythe, keni, amy and i all took a nap (no, not all together) and now we're off to chinoise for sushi (poison) and phad thai (best food in the whole world). blythe's buying... hooray.
back from dinner.
we were all going to go bowling, but it was packed.
instead, we planned to make rootbeer floats, get drunk, and watch willy wonka and the chocolate factory.
however, lindsay has a lot of our alcohol and they're already drinking, so we're going to her house instead.
i dropped off kenji, amy and blythe there earlier ... now i have to ride my bike there since there's no parking anywhere near there. hell, there's no parking here either ... i had to park 4 blocks or so away.