October 1st, 2001



Haven't been up this early since the Ohio road trip when we slept at a rest stop and were woken up by mosquitos biting us in the morning.

Showered, dressed and everything. Need food.
Trippy, tired, Tired


Dear Motivation,

I know we've had our differences. Please come back and let's make up. I need you again.... for 6 more months at least. After that you can run away again if I continue to treat you bad. (what is it that you want, anyway?)

- Brad
Long day.

Monday and Wednesday are my 3 class (4 hour) days, starting bright and early at 8:30. I had guitar lessons today also, which was cool.

Came home and took a 5 hour nap. Still tired. All I want to do is sleep and ignore everything. That won't make anything better, though, I know that.

I'd work towards a goal, if I had one. I feel like I'm running a cross country meet with no finish line. Fucking tired and I don't see the point.

Classes seem tolerable, though. I'll live ... might even have time to do well, if Mr. Motivation comes back anytime soon.


My first and only class tomorrow (German) is at 12:30 but I think I'll sleep early so I wake up early and get into a good habit.