October 1st, 2001

belize

*yawn*

Haven't been up this early since the Ohio road trip when we slept at a rest stop and were woken up by mosquitos biting us in the morning.

Showered, dressed and everything. Need food.
Trippy, tired, Tired

motivation

Dear Motivation,

I know we've had our differences. Please come back and let's make up. I need you again.... for 6 more months at least. After that you can run away again if I continue to treat you bad. (what is it that you want, anyway?)

- Brad
Long day.

Monday and Wednesday are my 3 class (4 hour) days, starting bright and early at 8:30. I had guitar lessons today also, which was cool.

Came home and took a 5 hour nap. Still tired. All I want to do is sleep and ignore everything. That won't make anything better, though, I know that.

I'd work towards a goal, if I had one. I feel like I'm running a cross country meet with no finish line. Fucking tired and I don't see the point.

Classes seem tolerable, though. I'll live ... might even have time to do well, if Mr. Motivation comes back anytime soon.

&generalSocialLifeRant;

My first and only class tomorrow (German) is at 12:30 but I think I'll sleep early so I wake up early and get into a good habit.