This whole college search thing sucks. I've been rejected to every college that I'd originally wanted to go to: Stanford, MIT, and now UC Berkeley. Suck, suck! If I was dumb or something I wouldn't really mind so much. The thing that irritates me is that I've been working my ass off for 12 years and doing lots of extracurricular programs and projects and yet I wasn't able to communicate it and show it in my essays. Ahh!